Back to reality, I have to be up in 6 hours,to learn a bunch of shit that I am never going to use in my life. I just want to move to Nashville or somewhere else that will allow me to get a music business degree so that the school system can spit me out and let me get paid to listen to other people's music all day... I just want to do damn a&r.
I am also trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong with the B thing. I really thought we had potential, I thought we had something there. But as soon as it appears to be on track-bam!... something ran it off the road. I sure as hell am gonna miss him. There is no denying that I will spend too much time & effort overanalyzing what I did wrong and then cry too many tears. Sometimes I think even attempting to go for crushes, is just asking for diaster. at least in my case. hahaha.
Good news, though second interview at red lobster tommorow. I really hope I get the job. Wish me luck.
I noticed that everyone is going thru not so great times in their lives right now. Maybe it's the universe trying to tell us all something, maybe it's a coincidence, whatever it is. I love you all. you're amazing. just remember that we will all get thru it all. and when we do, we will supposedly look back and laugh.
However, for now I must run off to do my oh-so-exciting western civ hw. I know you're jealous.
P.S HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KATIE!!!!!!!!